04 January 2011

Hi, 2011.

12/31/10 and 01/01/11 are possibly the two most horrible days of my entire life thus far. Sounds dramatic, no? But no need to be sorrowful I say, because my faith now sustains me. And how grateful I am for that! In the days that followed, the Lord provided circumstances in which I had the choice to trust Him. I choose to take that leap. Nothing visible yet has changed. What happened, still happened. And yet I have hope. For what specifically - I'm not entirely sure of. But the Lord helped me find it, that hope that I so desperately needed. I didn't even fully realize how much I needed it until I was confronted with the choice to trust and believe Him.

That was the first step. I'm finally ready for the next.